December 2009
Eve of a new year
For me, tonight is not about ringing in the new year, its about saying goodbye to the old.
Just being honest
Me: I'm not gunna lie, I kind of really wanna be fucked up tonight. Its been awhile.
You: I think we can make that happen. Weapon of choice?
Me: Anything. Closest, fastest, easiest, cheapest. Going all out tonight.
You: I'll see what I can do.
2010
1. Just have a good time while it lasts.
13850.) You keep me going, keep me strong. I will...
(via blogsecret)
Reblog if you had a great day.
“I wish I wasn’t so emotionally attatched. I wanna sleep it through.”
– Megster Stevens
I'm just a stupid little girl.
13808.) I'm heading for a breakdown.
(via blogsecret)
Ways to tell this will end badly:
1. If I’m enjoying it.
Eff.
So I knew this was coming. I knew that it would end up this way; its inevitable. I knew the day I began this stupid little abcde. I thought it’d be no big deal and I could handle it. I can always handle it. I’ve always been able to handle it. But then I did this stupid little thing where I got you involved in my abcde. You don’t even belong there. I thought I could just let you...
Oh no.
I’m having one of those bad days again. I knew if from the moment I woke up. All I can do is lay in bed and wonder what the rest of the world is up to. I know I can make it temporairly go away if I just start cleaning or painting or invite you over, but I’m not going to do any of those things. Instead I’m going to acknowledge this odd pain throughout my body. I’m going to...
13805.) So I sorta, kinda, maybe like you more...
(via blogsecret)
I dare you. →
3.
I’m glad all of you are so fucking close. Hah. I hate me.
“So Wendy, should I be flying to your window tonight?”
– Peter
“People watching is never-ending entertainment. Always.”
– Megster Stevens
13703.) Sometimes i wonder why i can't just be...
(via blogsecret)
2.
No matter how hard I try, I’ll always need something to lean on. I’ll never be strong enough to just handle something on my own. I’ll always think I can, but in the end I need saving. “Something to lean on” is really just sugar coating it. But tonight I’ll use you and I’ll be oh so temporarily happy.
fuck miley's version, this wins.
harryfuckingpotter:
enfantmort:
I hopped off the train Hogwarts Express With my scar and no family left Welcome to the school of wizard love Am I gonna fit in?
Jumped in a boat Here I am for the first time Look to my right and I see the castle shine This is all so crazy Everybody thinks I’m famous!
My stomach’s churning and I’m feeling kinda anxious Too much staring and I’m nervous That’s...
I’m feeling like P Diddy. The end.
Listen